I finally decided to do something about it, seriously, and now is where the second conundrum lies.I'm going back to school, the program I want to attend only starts in the fall, before I can even start the program, I need to take 11 pre-req's! 11.
so, technically, I could take all 11 before next Fall, ya know, if I want to gain all my weight back and be committed to a pysch ward, but at the same time, I can't imagine possibly being here any longer. granted, if my plans workout, I won't be here past December but ugh... it all just seems so very far, far away.
I'm tired of coming into work every day and just waiting my 8 hours away so that I can go back to my life. I want work to be a part of my life. 8 hours is a long time to "wait" away.
so, yeah, thats whats up with me...
already waiting away the next 8 hours... ;)